I’m not an idiot, I know the consequences of my behavior: vomiting after overeating, lack of restraint, dehydration, fatigue, food aversion, hunger, water-electrolyte imbalance, anxiety, general discontent, guilt, mood swings, constipation, heartburn, inflamed esophagus, bad breath, dental cavities, absence of menstruation or irregular menstruation, abnormality of taste, depression, and sore throat, but that’s why I'm at Walgreens. Advil for the pain, Powerade for the dehydration, laxatives for the constipation, mint cough drops for the breath and throat. I can’t fix what I’m doing to my body, but I’ll control the side effects as best as I can.